22 Years of
Living with PCOS/PMOS,
and 22 Years
of Yoga
I’ve lived with PCOS/PMOS for 22 years — and practiced yoga for just as long. This is what actually worked, what didn’t, and why most PCOS/PMOS fitness advice failed.
Because PCOS/PMOS doesn’t just affect your hormones. It changes your relationship with your own body. Exercise becomes both medicine and obsession. You chase control, energy, relief — sometimes all at once. For years, I thought the answer was more intensity. More discipline. More output. Until my body pushed back hard enough that I had to listen.
The diagnosis.
I have hereditary PCOS. Which, when I was first told, basically translated to: this is just how it is. I spent most of my twenties refusing to accept that. HIIT. Running. Yoga. Long workouts. More sweat. More effort directed at a body that never felt fully cooperative. And honestly — it worked. Until it didn’t. Then came the rebound: inflammation, bloating, hair loss, mood swings, exhaustion. The harder I pushed, the louder my body pushed back. What I didn’t understand at the time was this: PCOS bodies already run high on stress chemistry. I was adding fuel and calling it discipline.
The body from menarche to my mid-twenties.
Movement was never the problem. I grew up active — kho-kho, dodgeball, running. Yoga entered quietly during my teenage years, long before I understood what it was doing for me. The real shift came later. At 22, my job in advertising took over my life. Late nights, early starts, no sunlight, erratic meals. Maggi at 6 pm in the office became less about hunger and more about comfort — a small warm thing to hold onto while everything revolved around work. First marriage at 23. First divorce at 26. First startup at 27.
Not
every
PCOS
looks
the
same.
What PCOS also
brought with it.
Not every PCOS experience looks the same. The emotional side was as real as the physical one. The oscillation was exhausting: low energy, hopelessness, brain fog — followed by sudden windows of overdrive where I felt briefly invincible. I chased those windows constantly. Novelty gave me focus. Achievement gave me relief.
Movement gave me a rush.
This is the part that’s difficult to explain unless you’ve lived it: PCOS/PMOS and the body you’re in become one long negotiation.
Not a problem to solve. Not a phase to push through. A negotiation. One that changes terms over time.
Why high-intensity
training eventually
backfired.
For years, I relied almost entirely on high-output movement to attain good health and regulate myself mentally.
Running. Hiking. HIIT. Strength training. Bodyweight circuits.
Yoga stayed in my life, but never in the front seat. I treated it as supplementary -
something I returned to between phases of intensity. And predictably, even in yoga, I chased difficulty.
Advanced holds. Harder transitions. Better flexibility. More control. The pattern never changed. Only the format did. The question was never whether yoga worked. It was why I kept treating every form of movement like something to conquer.
What the knee injury forced me to learn
At 35, after nearly two years of aggressive and
inconsistent running, I developed patella tendinitis.
Suddenly, the two things I had built my identity
around — running and hiking — disappeared overnight.
Yoga wasn’t a new experiment at that point.
It was simply what remained available to me.
And in combination with physiotherapy, it did
something no other form of exercise had managed
to do: It kept me moving without making things worse.
That was the moment yoga stopped becoming “extra.”
I could train for a half marathon and hold a steady,
well-paced 19km — and then suddenly blow it in the
final stretch.
Not because I was tired. Something in me just needed to rush. Calm on the outside. Urgency underneath.
Rush. Push. Override.
That had become my default setting.
Yoga was the first practice that gave me real-time feedback instead of a way to escape what I was feeling.
Can yoga help PCOS symptoms?
Yes — but not for the reasons people usually market it.
Yoga is not a miracle cure for PCOS. It will not
“balance your hormones” overnight.
But it can fundamentally improve the environment
your hormones operate within. That distinction matters.
Here’s what took me over a decade to understand:
PCOS bodies already struggle with cortisol regulation,
inflammation, insulin resistance, and nervous system
dysregulation.
Every workout creates stress.
The question is never just what you are doing — it’s whether your body is recovering from it.
This is where yoga becomes essential. Not because it’s “gentle.” Because it actively teaches the body to come down from chronic fight-or-flight.
Yoga became the recovery that made every other form of movement work better.